Standing at the doorway to my fall The gates of hell are waiting for the death of my soul I feel it under my skin, grief devouring within a nd everyone can see This broken heart decaying out on display And all the questions cant explain what's been done Can't bring me healing from the deceit from the tongue The vows that were said that day and the covenant made before God and me Had a price to pay when they were broken and left to face And I'm lying wounded here on this battleground Trying hard to stop my hope from bleeding out And I don't have strength to trust that you'll provide Just take me back and leave me there to die, oh God tell me how How do I praise through the pain? How do I hope when it feels in vain? Smile as the tears are falling in your hands How do I trust through abandonment? How do I wake up and face the day? Be brave through the shame and believe I'll be okay How do I call upon the Name of the one who saves? How could I be prepared for the un
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